Jen stayed over Friday and Saturday and we watched movies galore! We watched Babylon A.D which was terrible! the story made no sense and was just pointless. the other new release we watched was burn after reading. that was great it was really surprising, not that is was great but just what took place. every night as always me and Jen stayed up late being stupid and crazy! on Saturday we watched kill bill vol 1 and vol 2. i love those movies too death, ill probably watch them again this week. then we watched jaws and sowed sequins on to jeans and jackets to make her Hannah Montana outfit for a party.
then on Sunday we got up and got dressed and ready and mum and me took Jen home and then headed for kalamunda to drive around like we love to do.
when we got there we had coffee at our favorite little cafe with a cute eiffel tower out the front. we had some great foood! and decided we wanted to find some of our favorite places around the area so we got in the car and set off and of course its way more fun not to look up where your going. on the way to trying to find this gorgeous pub that we adore we found some really beautiful things like this stunning old little church with a really old bell tower and cross out the front and off to the side of it a little grotto with Mary inside. it was the cutest thing. we went past some amazing storage sheds and run down buildings all the while going in the totally wrong direction to where we needed to be but it was so worth it. so we finally decided to look up the directions and realising we where going the wrong way we trekked back.
previous times when we have come to the hills i have always wanted to take mum to the mundaring weir and this cute little park with this amazingly huge tree in the middle of it with like a small built up deck around it, where my dad got married. and by luck we went past the mundaring weir so we pulled in and walked across it and it was brilliant and god damn scary but so awesome. after leaving there we continued on and passed through some of my favorite parts of the Forrest and past the mundaring weir hotel and i saw i sign for a park and was like “that’s it, that’s the park with the tree” so we went in to investigate and there it was this perfectly gorgeous tree in this old run down park it was like a little shinny beacon of light. i was so happy we found all these great places i have wanted to share with my mum and i know it sounds weird but i cant wait till i have family and i can show them these places because there so beautiful and magical its like a whole other world and its perfect to share with people you love. then to finish off our little trip of 4 hours we found our cute little pub and talked about how cute it would be for my mum to get married there! its the perfect little place with a cute park across the road that’s like a scene from the shire in lord of the rings.
after that we headed back home and had some food and cleaned up and then mum felt like going to a movie so we decided to go see my bloody valentine and it was amazingly gore filled and was just brilliance! a good typical horror film with gore, blood, sex, violence, hot boys and a small twist you know is there. jensen was awesome! the movie is a bit of fun and would be great to see in an old style outdoor cinema.
well i think im finally done.
i know this isn’t put together well but that’s what you get if your super tierd and have a 6th grade grammar level. hahaha jk i have 9th grade grammar level.
so on wednesday i had horrible anxiety all day. i had to go wait for the 158 bus at 2:20 and i waited till 3 and it never came so i had to walk up the death row road and catch a bus from there and when i finally got to the train station just in time!
then when i got off at leederville i walked up the stairs and half across the foot bridge when i realised i hadent taged off so i walked back and then across the scary foot bridge again! then a massive group of dick head boys wouldnt move out of the way for me and gave me death stares.
then i had probly the hardest appointment in the history of my life…almost.
massive revelation and it killed me i got in the car after and just cried and then fell asleep with a jumper over my head. When we got home i went straight to bed and put on tai. i slept till 8:30 then got up and went to watch criminal minds.
i just went off to do the dishes and clean up and when im cleaning i like to listen to the radio, but today i decided to listen to a cd and as i was looking i found my old sleeping cd. a mix cd full of songs that i truely love that i could listen to to help me get to sleep.
the songs are all a bit melancholy but i love sad songs they help me feel emotions more closely and bring some to the surface that i was unaware of. and so i made this cd to help me slow down my thorts and relax a bit because when i can recognize how im feeling and why and what its about it is so much easierr to unwind all the anxiety and confusion.
so i put it on and did the work and it was really just what i needed it helped me express on the feelings i have and helped me see things a bit better. you have no idear what im talking about and i probly sound crazy but its something that really helps me and i wanted to share that.
ugh! i last night i could not get to sleep. i just layed there listening to santi. thinking to much but beside from that i watched lie to me with mum. Love that show its awesome, tim roth is great.
when i woke up this morning my alarm wasnt set to mix 94.5 and so i was grumpy but manly because i was so sleepy and didnt want to get up.
im really into the paramore song “we are broke” again. Gotta treck into leederville today, im looking foward to it and im acturly looking foward to the trip there. im not sure why but eh. when i woke up i felt like a had a lot to write…guess not.
Today feels like the biggest blur. It feels wasted but it was worth it i suppose.
because now i have every season of TAI TV. although i did have a break in the middle to dance in the kitchen to “american pie” - don mclean. it was lame but i loved it. Then when mum got home i helped her with some stuff out the back and that was wierdly nice, since i was carrying very large palm tree fonds everywhere. then i just watched some tv. not a very productive day.
mum has some school thing going on tomorrow night so im home alone and that is not good i may go insaine or get very deppressed so i thort i might head out to garden city and have a look around, to keep myself entertained.
i searched high and low in my bedroom for two very important posters but they are no where to be found. I know I wouldnt have put them in the trash so im annoyed at there disapearance! but on my mission to rummage through junk i did find a very old christmas present that was of no use to me. It was an old bratz( :| ) straightner/curler/crimper it has changeable heads and crap and over the past few weeks i have wanted a crimmper and so i un packed it and plugged it in and its perfects so that was a good find at least.
Im extatic to go and see the watchmen! it looks brilliant. And so im hoping very hard that i will be able to go and see it.
So this is my first post… what the fuck am i supposed to write…?
well all weekend i have being hanging out with jen. Staying up till 6 in the morning making videos and obsessing over people its so lovely.
while jen was trying to figure out how to make a blog somewhere i was doing secret squirrrrel stuff in the study finding vintage books, movie tickets, photos and games it was soo amazing to find all this old stuff. and i found all my old class photos and other random old crap.
its valentines day(dooms day/fake made up day) and me and jen slept all day and then when we did finally get up we watched independence day “welcome to earth” and then while you where sleeping. it was perfect. i never want jen to leave my house!