im reading my supernatural mags, sipping tea and listening to hanson.
the power went out just before twice and im so glad it decided to stay on! because now i wont be freeezing!
i cant decide what im going to wear to the city tomorrow with my lovely bestfriends(Jen and Lucy)
all i know is it must be warm and rain proof…ha! yeah good luck.
i might do my massive gaga bow tomorrow.
peace and love
I would say it but to be honest I’m not happy and I’m not proud of my dad and I don’t think he is the best in the WHOLE world. If I was to say I was happy or proud he was my dad I would most definitely be insane. It makes me so sad that this is the way things are.
I wish things where different, but I guess that’s just not how my life was ment to be.
happy grandfathers day
now there is someone I am absolutely proud of and who I look up to in so may ways. who is a massive inspiration and who I think is the best in the WHOLE world. i love him so much and i am so lucky to have him.
I printed off all the pictures I wanted for my room today at school with mum and I did it very stealth and she doesn’t suspect a thing:)
I had a good time at rehearsals tonight and im all wired up from it and so I don’t want to go to bed but I do have to get up super early so i can go into Lucy’s work and get a hair treatment and 15 min head massage! so excited, should be good to get a massage and relax i have been wanting a massage for ages!
maybe ill make some lemon tea and go watch a movie in bed or sit here and listen to “Regina spektor - laughing with” on repeat its an amazing and gorgeous song. I’m addicted to it.
Im going to do this blog in parts.
1 - it has now become very clear to me that im glad im not apart of that scene with you.
its such a shame things turned out this way but im not going to follow you on the path to distruction.
2 - for so many nights i have been laying in bed thinking and come up with something i would really like to talk about on my blog and i can write the whole thing in my head and then when i get back here its like i still have the subject just all the words are missing.
and sometimes i feel like i have to be mindful of what i type but i dont acturly. i can write what i please.
3 - I am seriously so excited for the weather this week/weekend all winter rain and wind. loving it. back home in dennys its going to get down to 14 on sunday during the day…insane!! so cold.
wish i was there, i would deff be at the beach checking out the wild waves and freezing my face off.
4 - on sunday marcia is leaving for europe! im excited for her but seriously what am i supposed to do for like 6 weeks or something. i mean she is always far away from me but at least she isnt on the otherside of the world! im going to miss her even more now. plus she wont be here for the holidays! devo.
5 - i dont understand girls who like guys who are arrogant and want nothing but to to use a girl for her body. there is something seriously wrong with girls these days. i could go on forever and ever about this and still feel unsatisified with my venting, so im just not going to go there.
6 - for now im done :) and im sure there are a million spelling mistakes and errors but tonight i dont care.
its so cold right now, my fingertips are frozen as i type.
i feel like geting rid of alot of stuff and making my room simpler…except not. its whatever.
i wont feel the same in the morning.
i want to marry jim carry and i also want this movie on dvd (only have it on VHS ha!) with this gorgeous cover.