You can tell a person a million times you love them, you care for them and want nothing more for them to be happy.
Even if they are family and they have heard it there whole lives every single day that you love them.
All it takes is one sentence one word.
And instantly they believe who ever told them even if the person is the one who promised to love them forever unconditionally. They believe that they are worth nothing to that person and that they don’t love them.
I don’t understand it.
People have lost faith in all the important words that actually mean something.
“I love you” is supposed to be a strong serious word with a lot attached to it.
But people believe it when you tell them “I don’t love you” and “I don’t care”
It makes me sad.
And I can’t say that I haven’t believed someone when they said something like that to me. Because I have, from the most important person in my life who I know will love me forever and would die for me. But still they say the words and a whole life time of important words melt away.
The bricks get laid, and they get torn up, and laid again, but the bricks always get torn up again. Your friends won’t wait, so don’t believe that shit, when they say they’ll wait. Trust me; your friends will not wait for you. Then you’ll be stoned in some park, just nodding your head and pinching your arms, when a girl walks along. She’s humming your song, with your t-shirt on. That’s when you’re done, Oh, that’s when you’re done… There’s a cotton crush down in the southern states. But back up here, man, we’ve got so much thread and space to waste, waste, waste. There’s a microphone picking every word up and it shuts itself off when it’s sure that’s its heard enough….. The quiet can scrape all the calm from your bones, but maybe it should. Maybe we need to be hollowed to get up and grow, and stop fucking around, to kick off our braces and start straightening out. Let’s sift through the static to find a simpler sound Let’s sift through the static to find a simpler sound… simpler sound than the shit that’s clouding our heads now
im really annnnoyed tonight. everything that comes out of your fucking mouth is fake or something that your trying to claim as your own! seriously grow the fuck up.
more house hunting tomorrow…im really excited about this house thought. the ones we looked at today not exciting, i dont want to go back to como, its like taking giant leaps backwards and i dont like the feel of it…i was so unhappy when i was there its just not the same.
time is really warped for me at the momment i have no idear whats going on.