3 - the 1 persons arms I’d like to be in? My boyfriends. 6- who my bestfriends are? Marcia mouse for 15 years now. 12- the reason behind my last break up? I was scared of loving someone and them not loving me back…plus he was gay. 24- ill love you if? You are kind, loving and don’t think I’m weird or a mental case. 48- something I wished for repeatedly? A special someone >.
22- the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me? First thing that comes to mind is “your the reason your mother tried to kill herself and still wants to kill herself” 42- nicest thing anyone has said to me? Probably that they would always catch me no matter how far I fall.
A very nice and surprising Christmas eve. I’m now set up with a mattress on the floor of the lounge, left to be afraid of the dark (with a huge curtainless window) and the sound of literally 100 frogs.
Its so good to be home! Even if I am terrified of the dark. At least I have bill and bob from electrical (Teddy’s)
Going to read Name of the Wind and try not to think about what I don’t want to think about.
I hope all of you have a lovely and safe Christmas! Enjoy your family, food and presents! Xoxo