It frustrates me that on tumblr everyone can share there problems and lives and disorders ect but I can’t. Even on the internet I still feel ashamed or like if someone I know who follows me see’s it I will be judged and thought badly of, not that I want to blab all my problems all the time or share every tiny detail but sometimes it would be nice to be able to vent and spill as I can’t do that to many people I know or in my home life at all. It gets so tiring hiding things or ignoring them and so many people get to share on the internet and I guess have people understand and that must be nice…I don’t want sympathy I just want to be able to talk and maybe someone go “yeah I know what you mean”
first world problem: having to refer to someone in a tv show/movie as the character’s name because your friends for some reason don’t know the actors name and entire imdb filmography and age and whether or not they are married like you do
Really unhappy today, all this control (the lack i have of any kind) is building up on me so bad. i just want to be able to do simple things and make simple choices without having to ask and always be denied.